questionable content : parental advisory required: in a different time
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
「 invaded it on 6:52 AM 」
its 0627 and well its starting to bother me that i'm awake wen everyones asleep.. its like i guess i'm starting to feel left out... oh wells.. strange theories

prac was ownage!!! well it was extremely extended.. but yesss.. we want the best and the best takes time.... i reli hope dis sun goes well.. we got the chords today.. apart from half of them being wrong... i guess dats wat nickys there for... we had like a 4hr prac.. and like half the time used was on 2 songs... we had to get through 7 or 8 i think.. so yes.. briliant time management we have.. lol i feel sorry for mark.. theres like 3 worship leaders nicky and dot telling him to do 4 different things.. well yess confusing.. and esther and kjp trying to clap the beat for him... which in my experience as a drummer.. dis not help one bit.. more like gets u even more confused.. i learnt dis from jade... dear dear dat was bad.. i think i ended up breaking the drum kick aswells.. lol

well apart from prac and well a bita dota added in nothing much has reli happened today.. still trying to delay the whole burning all the anime on my hard drives because i'm running on like less then a gig on both of them.. well the burner is slow.. and i normally do all my burning at hubis.. and yes... the last time i was over there was ages ago..well wif my laptop aswells.. i dont see the boy much nowadays.. work on fri gets me back at like 6-7am on sat so yess.. and he goes back to the island on sun arvoish so yess.. lol i told my mom i dont see hubi much no more.. she thought we had a fight... lol technically we did.. well we normally do neways.... its not fair though.. he still uses his nails like a woman and has "how to kill a man" training.. so yes..

on another note ever get in one of those situations where it could break a friendship? like i donno like u suspect a friend did sumthing and well if u ask him about it it would be like wth!?!? how could u even think i would do dat.. and well the friendship would kinda be a bit off after dat wouldnt it.. but yeaa.. both ways.. i guess theres no easy way to do it.. so i donno... one of the first times in like a long long time i asked my mother for advice so yes.. well ended up asking him about it.. and he said he didnt do it.. so well i guess i have to leave it at dat.. he did offer to erm.. undo the damage though.. wif the reason of it would suck if i suspected him and didnt trust him no more... so yess.. both ways dis is a strange situation.. well i told him to decide on his own wat he thinks he should do.. well not everything in lifes gonna be simple ain't it..

neways i think i should start trying to keep the blogs shorter.. lol ppl have been complaining of the time they have to spend reading them.. lol... well i shall try.. take cares all

ivan