questionable content : parental advisory required: expectations
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
「 invaded it on 7:01 AM 」
u guys ever get that whole disapointed feeling when like u cant meet ur target or like the lvl urs suposed to be.. or thought u could do sumthing and find out while doing it u actuli really suck at it... well yes dats the feeling.. neways we had prac today and well its a blessing to be working with such talented ppl.. and well ppl who noe wat they're doing is a great advantage wen youre in a team... u trust dat everyone will take care of their own in a sense and well it all works out fine in the end... neways well today was like i couldnt keep my end and like a kinda dropped the ball but not exactly... like well as sum of u guys noe i love playin guitar but one of the main reasons i switched to drums was coz well i cant figure out the blimy cords for nuts unless they're right under my nose.. well yes trying to figure out wat to play by watching nickys hands is t-d-ous and sumtimes i cant figger out wat hes playing.. *sigh.. well yes i just feel at such a disadvantage

on another note i think my hearing is failing... all those nights in zouk wif the doof doof music is making me hear things funni.. yes i noe i used to do dat neways... but yeaa.. keys and beats and so clear.. well i used to be able to just wing it but now its like actual effort and concentration has to be used.. newho.. i guess i just have to rely on the Big Guy more and stop trying to do stuff buy myself.. coz yes.. nowadays i've proven myself to be very unreliable... *sigh well we got another prac today and another one on sat so i guess by faith everything will turn out coolies

i still got dat armband from SF05 on my wrist so yess.. i guess dis counts as 3 days.. according to many sources apparently dis indicates dat i havent showered since sat... which is beyond me... thinking to myself.. are u honestly unable to sanitize urself just becase theres a plastic loop around ur wrist... gzzz

neways esther ended up describing to us [nicky, mark, tim and me] during dinner her extended list of requirements for her ideal man... which included sum bizarre specs.. a roman nose.. back dimples.. hairy but unhairy legs.. well neways tim tryed to keep a count on all the things she said and lost count wen she went past 207 things.. so yess.. we have come to the conclusion.. there is absolutely no one who can possibly fit her criteria so she shall be condemned to lead the life of a single.. *harsh she then went on to say "dont need to be exact.. sum things dont have nevamind" so her point is.. dont need perfect.. almost perfect also can.. *doh

neways my thoughts are failing me.. and its like 7am.. and i think i got to be up at 2 so yes.. woop-d-doo.. arn't i a smart cookie? well yes.. signing off

ivan